Saturday, November 20, 2010

Sugarbaby - Daddy Caught Me!!!

So I was going to write about my sugar search until something wild happened today. I was sitting at my computer, chilling out and listening to music. My cell phone went off - I looked and it’s a text message from my daddy:

“Just landed at the airport. Want to ask you if you are happy with our arrangement?” He asked.

“Yes of course! Are you?” I asked. At this point I was getting dizzy ‘cuz I knew this has something to do with my new advertisement on the sugar website.

10 minutes later I get this: “Got an e-mail just now from my friend who told me about the site. It is a print screen of your new profile…Nice stab in the back! I don’t have a computer but even on my phone it is obviously you. Anything to say?”

Gulp…I could not swallow too well right then. I should have been expecting this right? Wrong, I didn’t think in less than 1 week J was going to see the profile. And what’s this, his friend is sending him profiles from the website? I did not want to admit to anything and honestly…I’m not his wife! Why do I need to explain myself???

I say back to him: “Why is your friend sending you profiles? Are you looking to leave me? :( ”

LOL…yes, that’s what I said!!! I have not heard a response for 4 hours now.

I had been so good to him lately too. This past week he slept over and then came over for a couple hours to cuddle with me. I’ve been all over him seriously! Kissing, cuddling, you get the picture! Last night I even sent him a message saying: “I’m going to miss you so much. You should write to me every day if you can handsome. Kisses.” And I truly meant it :(

Just because I’m looking for another sugar dad on the side, I’m not neglecting my responsibility as a good sugar girl. I really am trying! Why is he so jealous? Even last night he said, “You behave while I’m away.” Jealous…controlling…

Of course I look for sugar on the side, how do I know he’s not going to ditch me? All that talk about barrier free intercourse got me worried! I know it upset him and I started thinking…what if he starts looking for a sugar that will agree to condom-less sex? GAH!!!!!

I think I had a panic attack an hour ago…I thought I was going to faint. I know this isn’t the end of all things, it just means that if he ditches me it’s back to fucking lots of clients to make ends meet :( I don’t want to do it !!! I can do it every once in a while but not all the time!

Sigh…I need a hug really bad
Posted by M at 12:13 PM

7 comments:

  1. AnonymousNov 19, 2010 09:26 PM
    I would act like I was so worried he would leave, say your suspicions and try to play that card. you know the saying how if a woman doesn't get her way, cry, cry, again. xD lol. "I don't want to go back to doing a bunch of guys...a girl who would say yeah to condomless sex...and so forth," anything to look like it was all innocent to protect yourself. Heck, maybe he will give you more money. lmao. jk.
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  2. EdenNov 20, 2010 01:06 AM
    Anon, M's sugardaddy doesn't know about her escorting.

    M, When you talked about him bringing up the idea of no condoms for the second time, it was at the back of my mind that he might start searching for a baby who'd go without. I wouldn't be surprised if this is a reason he has been scouting profiles.

    But as it seems you're both are looking elsewhere, can't you be honest with each other about that? At least when you know there is a replacement it doesn't make the other party feel bitter. I just thought that in NSA you could afford to be quite honest. I know there is a fine line, as always, but now this is in the open you could try to address it somehow??

    Anyway, I do hope your search is going well.

    *hugs* :-)
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  3. MNov 20, 2010 09:56 AM
    @ Anonymous:

    Thanks for your advice but I don't think that would work or be the best way for me to approach the problem. Crying and letting him know I was "suspicious" about him, worried he would leave me because of the condom free-sex would make me look weak, desperate, etc... I always want to come out on top.

    I do appreciate you comment and hope you keep writing in the future!

    xo
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  4. MNov 20, 2010 10:02 AM
    @ Eden:

    Thanks for hug! **Hug back**
    I wish I could talk to him about things honestly but he isn't responding to me. Last night I sent one last text - "Are we going to talk about it?" No response.

    He feels angry and betrayed I'm sure at this point. What he decides to do at this point will be interesting. I doubt he would find a sugarbaby that will "worship" him to a fault and be completely loyal, AND have sex without protection. I say let him search if that is what he thinks he will find.

    I was looking for a profile that was similar to his or having the same range in my city and I cannot find one. I have a feeling it's hidden and being used for spying...
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  5. SD GuruNov 23, 2010 10:25 AM
    When you start to talk about "loyalty" and "exclusive" in a sugar relationship, it ceases to be NSA and it's no surprise that drama usually ensues. As I mentioned to you a couple of weeks ago the NSA aspect appeared to be on a slippery slope and it could blow up if you're not careful. I'm not sure why you're still in the relationship, don't you see the writing on the wall?
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  6. MNov 23, 2010 06:58 PM
    @ SD Guru:

    I am no longer in the relationship with J. But you are so right. I learned my lesson! From now on I'm going to look at the warning signs from the beginning. I cannot get into another possessive, controlling arrangement with a jealous man. I'm all about fun and the experience...about filling that little something that is missing in a sugardad's life...
    Sd's Should leave expectations of me being their 'wife #2' out of it :)

    xxx
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  7. AnonymousOct 7, 2011 09:33 PM
    Just to share my experience... I've only been hobbying for 2 1/2 years, and about 10% of the ladies I've seen will do bare sex, some don't even ask for extra $ for it. Sometimes it was available on the first date, with other ladies it was the 3rd date. So yes, you can believe that J will be able to find that if he's looking for it.
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